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Sunday, 13 December 2020

Not into yellow bones anymore…..it’s about what the spirit and soul has in store

 


I was blinded and deceived by the skin pigmentation;

As a racist how could I ever lead a nation?

 

I am deeply sorry for the mammoth fault;

I remove it’s roots and leaves from my hearts vault;

 

It’s ultimately about her personality, values and charm;

Ensuring that unto you would come no harm;

 

Samson was misled by the lust of his flesh;

My mistakes made years ago are still so fresh;

 

My desires then were too shallow;

No wonder my spirit was so mellow;

 

I didn’t look deeper than what the eye could see;

Thus my soul and flesh could not be set free;

 

Looking back some decisions I greatly regret;

Thus during my time in rehab my life I did reset;

 

Not into yellow bones anymore…..it’s about what the spirit and soul has in store

 

Now I look at life from a different perspective;

‘Cause God unto my soul gave a directive;

 

Not only to look at yellow bones;

‘Cause most like to throw stones;

 

At the end it all boils down to humanity;

Unlike Samson I don’t want to be driven to insanity;

 

Who had his eyes gorged out;

Due to him having engaged in a bout;

 

For having forsaken his maker and source of his strength;

Daily he was exposed to the vile and disgusting breath;

 

Filled with mockery and humiliation of his God;

Who was nowhere to be found even though he sought;

 

God’s favour, mercy, hope and forgiveness;

He experienced no help as he was filled with emptiness;

 

Not into yellow bones anymore…..it’s about what the spirit and soul has in store

 

Yet the prayer of him that is considered righteous;

Will draw him into God’s fortress;

 

And greater than before God will restore;

That which the enemy had stolen before;

 

I thank God for having opened my eyes;

And revealing these Delilah’s send as spies;

 

I no longer reason with my meditation;

But in everything I submit to God in supplication;

 

Experiencing the pain caused by me does hurt;

With small mindedness I will no longer flirt;

 

It is now and forever not about me;

It has and will be about the we;

 

I thank God for his durability;

Now my soul in his service has longevity;

 

Not into yellow bones anymore…..it’s about what the spirit and soul has in store

 

It is about our chemistry together;

‘Cause as a team we become greater;

 

The skin tone no longer holds water;

It is about the person that’s the matter;

 

It has to be deeper than external beauty;

As it all does fade, enter with the internal into a treaty;

 

By the skin tone do not be deceived;

Yet with an open mind be relieved;

 

From the enemies constant lies;

And his fervent and hopeless tries;

 

To keep you in his hold entrapped;

As it is in God’s mercy you are wrapped;

 

From my mind I throw away the bleach;

Unto my soul a different storyline I preach;

 

Not into yellow bones anymore…..it’s about what the spirit and soul has in store

 

I am truly and regrettably sorry;

I won’t write you a long love story;

 

I have put away my childish ways;

Even if offered delights on trays;

 

My heart no longer skips a beat;

Or moves to the music on their feet;

 

It is about the persons’ quality that’s right;

Not about how their skin tone is light;

 

Through my lessons I have now learned;

A second chance at love I have earned;

 

I will look at all with no discrimination;

As segregation will lead to discrimination;

 

Of a foreign and hurtful ideology;

Set up against the Godly trilogy.

 

Not into yellow bones anymore…..it’s about what the spirit and soul has in store

 

No more restlessness…..the eagle left the nest


 

Trapped all along in this cage;

Boiling under as I am filled with rage;

 

An eagle from youth mistaken as a chicken;

With oversized chains my legs were stricken;

 

They wanted to change my entire identity;

A concoction developed as their remedy;

 

They didn’t want me to achieve my goal;

Thus they chained me to a pole;

 

My true nature they wanted to steal;

So that from my body they could make a meal;

 

I knew the devil was part of the deal;

Because in the cage his presence I could feel;

 

When I encountered him I wasn’t vulgar;

As I was looking at him holding the guitar;

 

No more restlessness…..the eagle left the nest

 

Now I can finish listening to an entire song;

At first I couldn’t sit for that long;

 

I was not at all that patient;

To listen to people I became lenient;

 

I am now very slow to anger;

For my spirit will be exposed to danger;

 

I now apply my mind methodologically;

‘Cause I by nature see things analytically;

 

I commit to not in my anger sin anymore;

As my prayers of constant forgiveness is now a bore;

 

Now when I take a pen and paper;

Words from my soul flow like a rapper;

 

The need to focus on myself is the greatest;

Worrying about what others do is the lamest;

 

No more restlessness…..the eagle left the nest

 

 The people who care and love me deserve me at my best;

That’s why it’s important that I pass this grueling test;

 

The cage could no longer my growth contain;

Feeding myself with mental protein I sustain;

 

As my body and mind grew in size;

The cage could not limit my rise;

 

For a minute I feared being successful;

Yet of my off springs I became mindful;

 

With supernatural power I am granted;

Before birth in my soul God planted;

 

A true giant amongst all men;

Even when the enemy would send ten;

 

The curses could not hold;

In my presence they would fold;

 

No more restlessness…..the eagle left the nest

 

I had to search deep within;

Even though my faith was thin;

 

To master the courage to break out;

From within me came a heavenly shout;

 

As I ripped away the chains broke;

I realised that this indeed God spoke;

 

That my destiny is in God’s hands;

And not in some ritualistic clans;

 

I broke open the cage bars with might;

Knowing fully that the enemy won’t stop this fight;

 

Through my fortitude and perseverance I stood my ground;

Because the premise of my foundation was sound;

 

I was and will not be intimidated;

‘Cause of my conviction I have been vindicated;

 

No more restlessness…..the eagle left the nest

 

As my faith grew I raised to the sky;

Even though to keep me down the enemy would try;

 

To make me look back tempting me with fake promises;

Little did they know that I am aware they are my nemesis;

 

I no longer hearken to their flirtatious words;

‘Cause they come to me with poisonous swords;

 

I am set free from their devious association;

As I have reached a deeper dimension;

 

I have obtained much deeper insight;

All along I had them in hindsight;

 

I will not allow anybody to shake my confidence;

As from my child hood my great grandma beat into me some sense;

 

To stand tall and no men to fear;

As in prayer my God is always near;

 

No more restlessness…..the eagle left the nest

 

My spirit is a soul that’s deep;

No I have awoken from my sleep;

 

As I move the demons run away;

Whilst shivering unto satan they pray;

 

For deliverance from my Godly power;

‘Cause they can feel that God is my strong tower;

 

From God’s inspired word I receive revelation;

As my relationship has a deep elevation;

 

Unto God my life and ambitions I gave;

All my skeletons and demons I left in that grave;

 

Therefore for those in Christ there is no condemnation;

As in the book of life my name has mention;

 

Now when I lay at night to sleep;

God has assured my heart to keep.

 

No more restlessness…..the eagle left the ne

Wednesday, 9 December 2020

A TRIBUTE TO MANDELA KAPERE

 My brother and friend, as difficult as it may be, I accept your departure with a sad mood;

Your heart and spirit was always to ensure that all the youth are enabled to provide food;


I had hopes of your ascension to the political office;

Yet now I have to make peace with you in a coffin;


I will surely miss our conversations about how we aimed at shaping the future;

And our ambition's of cultivating the policy framework so that their minds we nurture;


This piece I decided to write as a free flow;

As it was a blessing that you I had to know;


So that I can keep with me your impact;

You stayed forever true to our dual pact;


The good die young;

As came the death's stung;


Having heard I kept praying for your families strength;

You did achieve your goals and went that length;


I equally pray for your wife and children;

I am sure that from you, they did learn;


To remain goal orientated and focused on the bigger picture;

As life will one day remain the only and ultimate teacher;


We have decided to accord you a state funeral;

Well deserved as your life was lived not as a criminal;


When you achieved the law maker status, we applauded;

Your perseverance and fortitude that now you were loaded;


With what we spoke about as youth in our economic fight;

To ensure that all those that come behind us are not denied that right;


Rest in peace eternal my brother;

May God give peace to your mother and father;


May God further grant peace to those who are bereaved;

As you left us way to early for the maturity to be achieved;


I will miss your inputs as my comrade;

Yet now your legacy in the world we will parade;


It's further sad that, to pay my last respect I won't be there;

Don't think for one moment that it's because I don't care;


I loved you with an enteral love in Christ;

Now our memories forever frozen in frost;


I still had so much to share;

Now I have to lay it bare;


Your encouragement and time made for me I will cherish;

You left a mark that will never have a stain of blemish;


Your spirit remains rooted and alive;

Your push of inspiration for us to thrive;


Will remain with us till eternity;

To keep your agenda alive we remain many;


Rest in peace my brother and friend.


Sunday, 6 December 2020

I want to re-marry…..her soul to carry


 

Deep down I desire entering into holy matrimony;

And saying NO to the whoring ways of many;

 

To love and be loved is my choice;

As we lay to sleep all I want to hear is her sexy voice;

 

Committing to only one wife;

Unlike Jacob Zuma who has five;

 

Offering my body and soul as a sacrifice;

Whilst running away from all this vice;

 

Loving her as I do my own body;

So that for our children, we can write a beautiful love story;

 

No divorce mentality, it’s till death do us part;

As God is the ultimate master drawing our destinies as art;

 

Giving myself in absolute purity;

Not entertaining adulterous nudity;

 

I want to re-marry…..her soul to carry


In sickness and in health;

As our love will accord us the stealth;

 

Whether we be rich or poor;

Our lifetime together as we take this tour;

 

To honour her and God with my lifestyle;

As that’s the only way we will be able to walk that mile;

 

Saying no to flirtatious temptation;

With my heart set in no hesitation;

 

Not leading other women on;

As the enemy can be very strong;

 

Really not into a pretty face;

As external beauty won’t ever win the race;

 

I want to re-marry…..her soul to carry

 

I look forward to the intimate courtship;

As we cement our future with our friendship;

 

Looking forward to doing things together;

As I behind your ears play with the feather;

 

Entering the new world together in our old age;

As we commit to each other before the Godly stage;

 

Not a matrimony based on being outside of community;

As we through our love bring our families together in unity;

 

Founded on the principles of mutual respect;

Enabling us with the discernment to detect;

 

Those send to come between us and separate;

Because everything God has established the devil does hate;

 

Given the chance the enemy will destroy;

That’s why to derail his demons he will deploy;

 

I want to re-marry…..her soul to carry

 

Making sure that back home I bring no itch;

As my heart and body from my spouse away they will stitch;

 

I commit to remain ever faithful;

At home ensure that my bounty is full;

 

I will not engage other women and flirt;

As in my walk and mind I will step on dirt;

 

Allowing my woman to answer my phone calls;

As she with my consent does hold my balls;

 

Never lying about my whereabouts;

Ensuring that at all times she knows my routes;

 

Never giving any chance to the devil;

As I together with her will enter a new level;

 

Can’t wait to put a ring on her finger;

As the enemy with dry lips outside will linger;

 

I want to re-marry…..her soul to carry

 

I don’t want to repeat the same mistakes;

Then it will be a clear sign that the enemy dictates;

 

I know that I have to be stronger;

So that with this love I can last longer;

 

A spiritual and ordained priest;

To love God in truth to my spouse, I must teach;

 

God gives a wife as a reward;

Because my life is positioned in his accord;

 

He that has found a wife has found a good thing;

Thus all over her soul and body I will adorn with that bling;

 

To love, behold and forever cherish;

This thing called love as we enter into this marriage;

 

I look forward to the day we say I do;

It’s destined as our love will reign true.

 

I want to re-marry…..her soul to carry

 

 

 

 

Saturday, 5 December 2020

I Love the Silence……Away from the Violence;

 

No loud drumming in my head;

Take time to heal my mentor said;

 

Forgiving myself was the first lesson;

Whilst getting to know who I am through the session;

 

Damn I am so awesomely sexy and handsome;

I understand now why I am such a catch to some;

 

Focused and driven to succeed in my ambitions;

No wonder I achieved goals set in my missions;

 

Gifted by God with a brilliant brain;

That’s why the enemy my talents wants to drain;

 

I am getting to love me on a daily;

Progressively reaching my potential slowly;

 

What’s for sure is that I am no criminal;

Engaging in unlawful deeds I keep to a minimal;

 

I Love the Silence……Away from the Violence;

 

I am a kind hearted lover driven by passion;

Most definitely in Ausblick I will build my mansion;


I compete with no one else except myself;

Thus I give my best and none less to self;

 

Some friends have to be deleted;

My energies they have all depleted;

 

The more time I spend with me the more I know;

I am going to keep feeding myself so I can grow;

 

I am done giving myself and remaining empty;

Starting to love myself so I can have plenty;

 

An abundance of self-worth and self-actualization;

As I on my good qualities will spend daily meditation;

 

I have always and will forever remain a loner;

Even though haters classify me as a stoner;

 

I Love the Silence……Away from the Violence;

 

I dream of owning a few lions as pets;

So that from me haters will stay away so I can rest;

 

I also want a own a black mamba snake;

I don’t want close to me friends that are fake;

 

I will own a luxury private jet;

So that on unchartered journeys I can set;

 

I will own in Grootforntein a commercial farm;

‘Cause I know once I have entered I will have calm;

 

I will stay away from this social media craze;

I am not like everybody trapped in this maze;

 

I am destined to become a self-made billionaire;

So that I can shape the youth to achieve the status of being a millionaire;

 

I will the first from my town to buy and drive a Bugatti;

And be influential just like the legend John Gotti;

 

I Love the Silence……Away from the Violence;

 

I am destined for greatness immeasurable;

I must keep humble and hungry so I am able;

 

My children and their children will not suffer;

‘Cause against poverty I will be their buffer;

 

People perish because of a lack of vision;

Thus I see myself one day running this nation;

 

To set the captives free from turmoil;

‘Cause they are genuinely born from this soil;

 

I know there is a target on my back;

So unto God’s word and will I must stay on track;

 

Born in the dusty streets of the south;

Due to inequalities and oppression I open my mouth;

 

When I make it I will make sure my people eat;

So that from slavery they can rest their feet;

 

I Love the Silence……Away from the Violence;

 

You won’t find me wondering in the street;

As I prefer staying indoors so I keep my mind neat;

 

No visitations of pubs and clubs;

As they like prison are filled with thugs;

 

Not that I am a fearful being;

Ask many and they will attest that I can be mean;

 

I just value my deeply rooted inner peace;

At night before I sleep I give myself a well-deserved kiss;

 

I read and study in my free time;

As I want to be well prepared when I enter my prime;

 

I am loyal and utterly faithful;

No wonder my ex’s are so hateful;

 

Ya’ll had me when you had the chance;

Now my rise ya’ll have to witness from a glance;

 

I Love the Silence……Away from the Violence;

 

I can loudly hear myself think;

Been a minute since I had a drink;

 

Nothing my haters do can bring me down;

‘Cause I am wearing a heavenly crown;

 

You must choke on your own saliva;

We know that you are the best conniver;

 

I see that I am a hard worker;

That's why my Gmail account has a hacker;

 

Your internet protocol address we will find;

Unto your soul and body we won’t be kind;

 

And pull out your teeth with pliers;

As a society we’re tired of you damn liar's;

 

I Love the Silence……Away from the Violence;


I will never be what you aim to conform;

My contract is with God that‘s why I perform;

 

My life no longer revolves around you;

As my eyes and soul look up to the skies blue;

 

It’s all about and will be about Elwin;

Time to be selfish with my love so I can win;

 

You won’t get anything from me anymore;

Even though my soul through manipulation you implore;

 

Just know that I will be rich;

Even though you attempt my speech to stitch;

 

Surely you don’t have a life of your own;

That’s why to bring me down all your resources are blown;

 

Let me remind you that God is just;

And to teach you a lesson is a must;

 

I Love the Silence……Away from the Violence;

 

For now I will let you enjoy my fame;

Just know that your tongue I am coming to tame;

 

From me for years you have stolen;

In an attempt for my spirit to be broken;

 

No more thievery I say, no more;

Can’t let you have what I for children will store;

 

The wheels of justice do turn;

And all your ill-gotten assets will burn;

 

Ya’ll will kneel down and kiss my ring;

‘Cause I have been blessed with a deadly sting;

 

I don’t need to move in groupies for self-worth;

I know what I bring to the table because of my worth.

 

I Love the Silence……Away from the Violence;